About a month ago or maybe longer or maybe it's just felt like it's gone on for a long time, I was going through a tough time. I felt the weight of many friends' problems and I couldn't do anything about it but be there to comfort and provide solace. It was/is really hard for me cause I take my friends burdens as my own and end up feeling hopeless and inadequate when I can't fully help the situation they find themselves in (not saying that any of my friends are dealing with overly dramatic problems...just every day life situations that provide discomfort to their aura). It was and continues to be a hard thing for me to come to grips with. I don't know how to manage my feelings and allow myself to separate myself from their problems; meaning I see them saddened and I feel their pain. I hope that makes sense.
Anyways, around this time my dear visiting teacher came over and we were discussing some things and low and behold my dreams came up. As many of you know (most of my close friends surely know) I have some crazy crazy bizarre unexplainable dreams involving me and others...and animals. Yes, it's true. I have my fair share...who am I kidding, the majority of my dreams involve an animal in some sort of way. Whether they are on the way side just chillin' or I'm interacting with them, they are present and at times take on human characteristics. I have you know, I did not realize this until my wonderful roommate pointed this out and as I look back on my dreams, it's true. Animals are present in 95% of my dreams. Quite interesting. Regardless, my VT and I were talking and she felt I should write down my dreams. I found out through Facebook or maybe even this Dashboard that my friend is doing a dream blog and since I've been meaning to write them down in some way anyways, why not publish them for everyone to see.
Soooooo, here goes nothing. Starting today I have a new blog....now you can see how utterly twisted my amazing brain is. And please feel free to add incite to any of them, cause lets be honest, I can't figure it out on my own! :) Hope you enjoy the mind of b-diddy...asleep.
http://meinrem.blogspot.com/
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