April 22, 2009

Relief

So I did a little test 'run' this evening. I went to the gym and wore my old running shoes. Mercy, it was like running on clouds. My feet didn't hurt one bit (I ran 4 miles). So to my relief, I have not yet totally screwed up my feet, I just bought the wrong shoes and apparently need to buy new ones that work better me. What a relief. I'm like...ecstatic! haha

April 21, 2009

Lately...

A couple minor changes have taken place in the life of b-diddy recently that I should perhaps write about.

First and foremost. I have not seen a glimpse of Gym Boy for over three weeks and I am distraught. Why even go to the gym ya know? And on top of that I bought new shoes cause I thought that would be a good thing for my feet. Well ever since I bought these things my feet have been killing. I've been meaning to go to this store that will analyze your step but have yet to get there so my feet continue to be in pain. Last Friday I thought for sure I totally jacked up my feet but I was able to run on Saturday a little bit and this week some. They still hurt and I'm thinking perhaps I just need some inserts for arch support?! I'm hoping that will do the trick. If I can't run, I think I will cry every night...that's the one source of exercise I thoroughly enjoy doing.

Secondly. For a very very long time I've contemplated going back to school to either get another bachelors degree or to somehow manage to get my sorry butt into grad school. So I took the plunge this week and applied for a 2nd bachelors degree at the University of Utah. I'm going to (if I get accepted...don't know seeing how school's never been my thing) start taking psychology courses to get a good basis in that area and see if I like learning about it as much as I think I will. Then after a semester or so, take the GRE (maybe even a couple times...again, I suck at school), and try and get accepted to a Clinical Psychology masters program. I'm having mixed emotions though. I get really excited and I was excited today applying and what-not. But then now that I'm sitting here thinking about it, I get anxiety about failing and not getting anywhere with it and wonder why the crap I even thought about applying. I know that's just nerves and not knowing how I'll be able to handle school and working full-time, but I will kick myself forever if I don't at least try. Here I am worrying about time and my abilities when I should really be worrying about how I'm financially going to take care of this! haha It will all work out in the end...right?

Umm, no third item of business. I guess I don't have too many changes ahead of me, but I think they are plenty for me right now. Oh yeah. The location of zits on my face is ever changing...I stopped taking my medicine about a month ago and have been loaded down with zits. I'm hoping the zits add a youthful flare to my face! ;)

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